2003-09-21T21:35:00.000-07:00

Moved.
Now...
www.antaine.blogspot.com - Online journal. Woo.
www.laur-speech.blogspot.com - Results and details of speech tournaments I attend. Boring.

~Lauren

2003-09-14T00:14:00.000-07:00

One last thing...

Perhaps my favorite song of all time: "A Perfect Sonnet" by Bright Eyes

"Lately I've been wishing I had one desire
Something that would make me never want another
Something that would make it so that nothing matters
All would be clear then
But I guess I'll have to settle for a few brief moments
And watch it all dissolve into a single second
And try to write it down into a perfect sonnet
Or one foolish line
'Cause that's all that you'll get, so you'll have to accept
You are here, then you're gone
But I believe that lovers should be tied together
Thrown into the ocean in the worst of weather
Left there to drown, left there to drown in their innocence
But as for me I'm coming to the final chapter
I read all of the pages and there's still no answer
Only all that was before I know must soon come after
That's the only way it can be
So I stand in the sun, and I breathe with my lungs
I'm trying to spare me the weight of the truth
Saying everything you've ever seen was just a mirror
You've spent your whole life sweating in an endless fever
And laying in a bathtub full of freezing water
Wishing you were a ghost
But once you knew a girl and you named her Lover
Danced with her in kitchens through the greenest summer
Autumn came, she disappeared, you can't remember
Where she said she was going to
But you know that she's gone 'cause she left you a song
That you don't want to sing
We're singing, I believe that lovers should be chained together
Thrown into a fire with their songs and letters
And left there to burn in their arrogance
But as for me I'm coming to my final failure
I've killed myself with changes trying to make things better
Ended up becoming something other than what I had planned to be
All right
I believe that lovers should be draped in flowers
And laid entwined together on a bed of clover
And left there to sleep
Left there to dream of their happiness"

2003-09-13T21:21:00.000-07:00

Missing

2003-09-07T21:19:00.000-07:00

2003-09-05T18:01:00.000-07:00

Gone.

2003-09-03T21:20:00.000-07:00

Nope

2003-09-02T21:21:00.000-07:00

Not here

2003-08-29T21:24:00.000-07:00

Where am I? Oh yeah, gone.

2003-08-24T21:25:00.000-07:00

Miss me?

Daily life...